Season 1: Chapters 1 - 10
Love, marriage and life after betrayal.
Season 2: Chapters 11 - 20
Booze, bad decisions and the monster called Loneliness.
Season 3: Chapters 21 - 28
Wanderlust, getting lost and going home.
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Chapter 1: Not if, how
Tarot cards, The Musician vs The Scientist and a crossroads at 39.
Chapter 2: Why not?
The proposal, a wedding DJ named Pino and everything is full of promise.
Chapter 3: The feelings I don't feel
Marriage is awesome, an ultimatum and the happiest look on his face.
Chapter 4: Impossible to see
The baby, the isolation and sudden blindness.
Chapter 5: The bomb
Throwing an ashtray, a suspicious umbrella and ... the end.
Chapter 6: Fallout
A flaming mattress, "moving on" and what Birdie knows.
Chapter 7: Protection
Strength from a stranger, martial law and my friend sets him straight.
Chapter 8: Left and leaving
Moving out, a ghost in my new apartment and post-marital sex.
Chapter 9: Freedom
Freewheeling with my friends vs being a "divorcée" and the superconnectors.
Chapter 10: Forza
A trip to Italy, the world’s BEST water and the forza I’ll need to keep going.
Chapter 11: Hold It Together
Sex, sailboats and a Dark 'n Stormy. I kick off Season 2 with first times and quantum leaps ...
Chapter 12: Half-life
Hookup culture, the paradox of choice, Sex in the City and love off the coast of Newfoundland ...
Chapter 13: The Saddest Optimist
Princess Leia, engagement rings, part-time parenting and music in the MRI ...
Chapter 14: Adrift
Springsteen, my one and done policy, The Bad Ones and an orphan Christmas...
Chapter 15: The New World
Rock Lobster, being Italian, a man in my kitchen and advice from an ex-husband ...
Chapter 16: Sidelines
Wasted love, de-extinction, vanishing points, a divorce office and a sure thing...
Chapter 17: The Lonely
Bob Dylan on my old guitar, what lonely feels like and just another tequila cupcake ...
Chapter 18: He Exists
Beyoncé versus Sade, begging God for a boyfriend, JT's Mirrors and waiting for elevators ...
Chapter 19: So it Goes
U2, unicorns, timequakes, red hills and the wisdom of Drew Barrymore ...
Chapter 20: Someone Good
Lou Reed's bookend, curse of the double Scorpio and a serpent eating its own tail ...