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Furry fandom: Westman Furries break barriers and create smiles 1 sparkly dragon at a time

It’s Saturday night and lane after lane at T-Birds bowling alley and arcade in Brandon is full with birthday parties, celebrations — and a bunch of cartoon-like life-sized cats, dragons and snow leopards.

More than 2 dozen now belong to the group Onix Collette started in Brandon, Man.

Westman Furries holds several public events each year, including bowling and arcade outings. (Walther Bernal/CBC)

It's Saturday night and lane after lane at T-Birds bowling alley in Brandon is full with birthday parties, celebrations — and a bunch of cartoon-like life-sized cats, dragons and snow leopards.

They call themselves the Westman Furries — a group of more than two dozen people of varying backgrounds, all enthused by furry fandom.

A member of the Westman Furries bowls in Brandon. (Riley Laychuk/CBC)

They dress up as animals (or other make-believe characters) that possess human personalities, like the ability to walk on two legs — or, for that matter, go bowling.

"It's kind of like an adrenaline rush, in a way. You're, like, happy," said Onix Collette, also known as Diana, a sparkly, pink dragon.

Collette first stumbled across the furry community when she was 13. Living with generalized anxiety disorder, she often feels on edge, scared or like she's constantly being judged. She found wearing a mask or covering her face helped.

"I don't like to talk to people," she said. "I find it very hard to make eye contact."

When she transforms into Diana, on the other hand, she's a different person (or dragon). 

"I am hyper and happy and bouncy and lovey," she said. "I like giving hugs and cuddles and I like to just be cute and kind and silly and goofy all that sort of stuff."

Diana, Collette's most recent creation, made her public debut last summer.

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The name Diana comes from Princess Diana, Collette said.

"She's a really big inspiration to me," she said.

"I read a lot of … books [and] watch a lot of videos on her and I was like, 'Wow, I'm really inspired by this person. I want to be this person.'" 

When Collette first became interested in furries, she couldn't find anyone else with the same interest in the southwestern Manitoba city. 

Now, however, she's got plenty of company in the Westman Furries.

Onix Collette says she discovered her anxiety eased when she put on a mask. She is now part of the Westman Furries community. (John Einarson/CBC )
 

There are dozens of members, some even travelling from Winnipeg to take part in bowling outings and other events the group organizes. 

Justin Zinger spends his days as a computer tech at nearby Canadian Forces Base Shilo.  

By night, he's Toasty the Avocado, a snow leopard. 

"To be able to do things on a military base, of all places … it just makes me happy," he said.

"A lot of kids on base, their parents are deployed.… To make them happy, to make them smile, even for five minutes, makes me happy." 

Collette's alter-ego Diana, a pink, sparkly dragon, is her latest creation. (John Einarson/CBC)

Zinger also has anxiety.

"When I hang out with these guys in a suit, I forget about that. I forget about life," he said."It's such a great group of people." 

While dressing up may be innocent, Collette said some accuse furries of having a dark side. Members of the group are constantly asked about a decades-old episode of the television drama CSI: Crime Scene Investigation that portrayed furries as sexual deviants, she said. 

"It's not just CSI. Like, tons of other shows have picked up on that, and started doing that same thing," Collette said. "It actually damaged our community quite a bit, because that's all people think of when they see us."

Collette says the group welcomes everyone, no matter their background or circumstances. (Walther Bernal/CBC)

"I like to laugh at them because … I'm here dressed [as] a big pink sparkly dragon out in the public, throwing a bowling ball down an alley," she said. "What about this seems sexual to you?"

Collette acknowledges, however, that there are some — a small percentage, she says — who are drawn to that side of the fandom.

"Like yeah, that side of the fandom does exist," she said. "I'm not going to deny that."

Justin Zinger, a.k.a. Toasty, says dressing up helps his anxiety. He loves the looks from kids when he shows up at parties and other public events. (Riley Laychuk/CBC)

But to be clear, for her, the payoff is psychological, not sexual.

"You know, I started off as some shy, recluse, 13-year-old who couldn't handle their anxiety and other mental illnesses, and now I'm handling it much better." 

Collette says the group loves going out and having a good time in public. (Walther Bernal/CBC)

That's why Collette's glad the Brandon community is growing, with more people just like her, embracing the joy of their furry alter egos and the confidence that comes with them.

"I'm an adult now. I'm grown up and it's so nice to see the group grow," Collette said. 


Onix Collette wants to spread the word about a community she's part of, so when CBC Manitoba created a form for our audience to "Pitch a Story," she welcomed the chance to tell hers.

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Riley Laychuk is CBC's reporter based in Brandon, covering rural Manitoba. Share your story ideas, tips and feedback: riley.laychuk@cbc.ca.

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