Monday, February 9, 2015 | Categories: Episodes |
Chris Hedges, Pulitzer Prize winning author and minister (Second Presbyterian Church, Elizabeth, New Jersey)
It's always hard. You see hallucinogenic landscapes that you could not imagine, what large shells -- for instance, when I was in Sarajevo -- will do to human bodies. It will sever them in half and they're still alive. You never sleep. The trauma is so intense because not only are you around violent death, but over the years many of those I have worked with, including my closest friends, were killed. It so upends the moral and physical universe that when you step outside the war zone you just cannot relate, you cannot function. Soldiers call it a combat high. I did it for 20 years and what happens when you cannot extract yourself from it is early death, whether that is through drinking, substance abuse, or a heart attack.
Chris Hedges