Katherine Lawrence's Stay is a young adult novel-in-verse.

Katherine Lawrence

Millie is 11 (going on 12) and enjoys doing what kids usually like to do: riding her bike and dreaming of the day she can convince her family to get a dog. She also writes in her diary daily. But instead of writing to herself, she writes to her twin brother Billy, who died before he was born. Alright, so it's not totally normal, but it's manageable.

Millie's life as she knows it comes to a screeching halt, however, when her parents decide to separate. As she struggles to get her parents back together — not just for her sake, but for the sake of her future dog as well — Millie is elated when her father moves back in a short while later. She can't understand why her parents aren't happy at the reconciliation until she learns the truth: her father has moved back in because he has been diagnosed with cancer.

Told through the diary entries of Millie, Stay is a moving portrait of a family in a time of crisis, whose pain is filtered through the thoughts and actions of an 11-year-old girl, capturing the essence of what it means to grow up, confront your fears, support your family and share in the wild optimism that only youth can harbour. (From Coteau Books)

From the book


Mum flips Sunday waffles 
on a school morning, 
tries to buttermilk Tara and me 
about new arrangements— 
         we'll live with Dad 
every second weekend at his new apartment. 

Tara stabs a strawberry with her fork. 
I drag my bacon 
through a puddle of maple syrup, 
chew and swallow. 

From Stay by Katherine Lawrence ©2017. Published by Coteau Books.


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