Dream of No One but Myself by D.M. Bradford

A poetry collection that examines the experience of growing up in a "troubled" mixed-race family.

A poetry collection that examines the experience of growing up in a "troubled" mixed-race family

Dream of No One but Myself is an interdisciplinary, lyrical unravelling of the trauma-memoir-as-proof-it's-now-handled motif, illuminating what an auto-archival alternative to it might look like in motion. Through a complex juxtaposition of lyric verse and self-erasure, family keepsake and transformed photo, D.M. Bradford engages the gap between the drive toward self-understanding and the excavated, tangled narratives autobiography can't quite reconcile. The translation of early memory into language is a set of decisions, and in Dream of No One but Myself, Bradford decides and then decides again, composing a deliberately unstable, frayed account of family inheritance, intergenerational traumas, and domestic tenderness.

More essayistic lyric than lyrical essay, this is a satisfyingly unsettling and off-kilter debut that charts, shapes, fragments, and embraces the unresolvable. These gorgeous, halting poems ultimately take the urge to make linear sense of one's own history and diffract it into innumerable beams of light. (From Brick Books)

Dream of No One but Myself is a finalist for the 2022 Governor General's Literary Award for poetry. The winner will be announced on Nov. 16, 2022.

Darby Minott Bradford is a poet, editor and organizer based in Montreal. His work has appeared in The Capilano Review, The Tiny, The Fiddlehead, Carte Blanche and elsewhere. He is a founding editor of House House Press.

Why D.M. Bradford wrote Dream of No One but Myself

"Dream of No One But Myself is a book that goes after the idea of certain kinds of personal history, certain kinds of trauma. From the get-go, as soon as I started writing about some of these family stories, I think I was always going after the idea of irresolvability — there isn't necessarily a solution in sight. Doing this work led to all kinds of revelations, insights, new ideas.

Doing this work led to all kinds of revelations, insights, new ideas.- D.M. Bradford

"But the flip side is that I cycled through all those revelations when I edited the book, and then again when I launched the book. It can always be unloaded all over again. I was interested in a book that showed that process.

"Maybe it could help other people who are struggling with something similar, where you can't resolve things — where you just kind of exhaust the material for yourself to get to some other things."

Read his full interview with CBC Books.


  • This post was updated to reflect an author's change of name.
    May 10, 2023 3:14 PM ET

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