Xavier Browne lived through homophobia in St. Kitts and Nevis. Now he's channelling that into laughs

The first-time comic opens up about life as a gay man in his home country and how those experiences led to his debut one-man show in Toronto.

'Even tragedies in my life, I've turned everything into a joke'

Xavier Browne rehearsing his one-man show. (CBC Arts)

Growing up in St. Kitts and Nevis, Xavier Browne always felt the need to escape reality. As a young gay man, he had to hide who he really was from homophobic police officers and even his own family, most of whom disowned him once they discovered his secret.

As he puts it: "I'm from a small place in the Caribbean, where ocean breeze runs through your backyards, where every day was a vacation — but I guess my vacation was not all-inclusive."

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Xavier Browne's one-man show

5 years ago
Duration 2:57
New stand-up comic Xavier Browne opens up about life as a gay man in his home country and how those experiences led to his first one-man performance in Toronto.

Browne used laughter to deal with his day-to-day difficulties. A born entertainer, he was known for bringing life and soul to any party. He thought about becoming a stand-up comedian but had always seen it as an impossible dream. Eventually, the abuse he endured daily became too much and Browne received refugee status in Canada. "The number one reason of moving to Canada is obviously freedom — the freedom of expressing yourself."

Even tragedies in my life, I've turned everything into a joke because I don't want to remember it and go back to that dark place. I want to remember it and realize I came out of that dark place and laugh about it.- Xavier Browne
Xavier Browne and his partner at home in Toronto. (CBC Arts)

While he was working at a clothing store in Toronto and singing along to Lady Gaga, he met Soulo Theatre director Tracey Erin Smith, who invited him to her course teaching people how to turn their life stories into theatre. In this video, you'll see how Browne worked to write a monologue that captures his life experiences and turns them into a show full of sincerity and the laughter he's always inspired.

Xavier Browne rehearsing with Tracey Erin Smith. (CBC Arts)

Follow Xavier Browne here. He's doing a stand-up set at Club 120 in Toronto, June 29. And you can see Soulo Theatre's new production We the Men as part of Toronto Fringe Festival, July 4-15.

Watch CBC Arts: Exhibitionists online or on CBC Television. Tune in Friday nights at 11:30pm (12am NT) and Sundays at 3:30pm (4pm NT).​


Alexis is a British documentary filmmaker who is drawn to the issues we rarely discuss. She has worked with the BBC, BRAVO and VICE on films around immigration detention, youth justice, Autism and sexuality in the disabled community.