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Lost in the Struggle: The jounrey of three young men through one of Canada's toughest neibourhoods.
Orginally Aired October 4,
2006
Updated January 31, 2007

REPORTER: Gillian Findlay
PRODUCER/DIRECTOR: Tamar Weinstein
PRODUCER
: Jennifer Fowler

WEB EXCLUSIVE:
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Read about the history of the Jane/Finch neighbourhood. MORE
BURNZ

Andrew Burnett was born in Toronto to Jamaican immigrants nineteen years ago. Burnz's family moved to the Jane and Finch area when he was seven after a close friend of Burnz's was murdered. He lives in a housing complex in Jane and Finch with his mother, stepfather and three half-siblings. He doesn't have a relationship with his father, but has known some of his twelve half-siblings, children of his father.

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Burnz's real problems started when he began attending the local school.
Problems at the local school
Burnz first went to Catholic school outside of the Jane and Finch neighbourhood and managed to get good grades despite some conflict with other students and teachers. But, when it was time for middle school he no longer wanted to ride the bus and started going to school in Jane and Finch, something he acknowledges now was a turning point.

When he showed up at his new school pressed and clean in his uniform, he was taunted by other kids. He quickly began to conform to the look and the attitude of the new neighbourhood.

"At lunch time there was no playgrounds or nothing. Barely a basketball court. So at lunch time you rolled around the whole hood and you see all the niggers, them chillin', doing their thing, whatever, whatever. You got exposed to that."

He was suspended for the first time in middle school for twenty-one days after threatening a student with a broken bottle. His relationship with teachers became irreparable.

"I had no respect or care for authority figures, like teachers are enemies 'cause back then when I was young teachers always used to like fucking manhandle me. And try to like intimidate me with fear and shit. And from then I had a real hatred for teachers. Any teachers that stepped up to me when I got to that age ... slashed their tires, throw fucking bottles at them, whipped chairs at them, fucking smacked them, spit on them, cussed them. That's how my life was."

When Burnz was fourteen, he was expelled from the entire Toronto District School Board after a physical fight with a teacher.

Yasmine Williams
Yasmine Williams feels responsible for her son's first charge.
Burnz's first charge
Burnz was charged by police for the first time when he was thirteen years old. His mother, a lone parent at the time looking for guidance on how to handle an angry son intent on finding a gun, called the police, hoping they would talk to him. She didn't expect that they would arrest him.

"My mom gave me my first charge. She tried to talk to me and shit. I was a kid, angry, upset, lost, clouded. Just fucked. She thought that the police officers would do a good job of handling the situation like this."

Yasmine Williams, Burnz' mother: "He put a handcuff on my son. My son wasn't doing nothing he was just there and he said turn around and started putting on the handcuffs. I thought he was just giving him a demonstration about the consequences. Next thing you know he said I'm going to take your son. I said to go for what? He said I'm going to take him down to the station. So I even said to him no, I don't want you to take my son. I just want you to talk."

Toll of the criminal life
When Burnz was fifteen, a fight left him with a broken hip that required five surgeries to repair. A $3000 brace would have helped him walk normally again. His mother says she couldn't afford the steep price. Today, with one leg shorter than the other, he walks with a limp.

Between the ages of thirteen and seventeen, Burnz was charged with assault five times and was in and out of juvenile detention. He has worked odd jobs - laying drywall with his stepfather, cleaning a restaurant. But his main source of income has been selling pot.

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André Burnett was twenty-four and trying to escape the gang life when he was killed.
Burnz has lost several friends to gun murders including his half-brother, André, who was killed in September 2005. André's death took a heavy toll on Burnz. He saw his brother's lifeless body moments after his death.

"I just seen him like laid out. The nigger was just - I don't know like he just looked like he was in a deep sleep. I don't know man. I felt kinda like fucked up in a way still like I don't even know what - how to describe it. Like it was rage, anger - like I don't know - sadness whatever. All mixed into one."

Looking for an escape and a job
In the winter of 2006, while on probation for assault, Burnz was charged, unfairly he and his mother say, with violating his curfew. He has a trial in November 2006, and if found guilty, will receive his first adult conviction and could spend up to forty-five days in jail.

At nineteen, after seeing several friends die, and growing tired of the constant threat of arrest, Burnz is starting to become interested in a life beyond selling drugs and getting into fights.

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Burnz recently found out that he's going to be a father.

"Like what's the point in going to jail all the time, you know what I'm saying? Like, I don't want to be a low-life living at fucking like twenty something living alone with my mom and shit, you know what I'm saying? It was fun when you were young, but the reality says you could get killed, you know what I'm saying?"

In the summer of 2006, Burnz was given an opportunity by the Toronto District School Board to return to school as an adult. He decided finding work was a bigger priority. He has a new responsibility to face: fatherhood.

His 17-year-old girlfriend is due to give birth in January 2007.

Listen to some of Burnz' music online.

Update
Since the fifth estate first broadcast Lost in the Struggle, Burnz has become a father. His son, Treshawn Burnett, was born on January 13.
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