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Based on a lifetime of home movie footage, Love, Hope & Autism takes the viewer behind startling statistics on the rise of autism in North America, deep into the heart of a family raising a son with Autism Spectrum Disorder (ASD). 

Robert Fresco with the twins as babiesRobert Fresco with twins Fraser and Hallee

Fraternal twins Fraser and Hallee Fresco were born in 1996, in Scarborough Ontario. Their mom was a television producer, their father a cameraman. As a result, the twins lived their lives in front of the camera, long before such documentation was routine. And because it was their dad doing the filming — a professional with a loving eye — the footage is unusually intimate. We see the bond between two adorable babies and watch as their paths diverge when Fraser begins to disappear into what his parents will come to call 'Autism World'.  

From autism diagnosis to the twins' 21st birthday in 2017, Love, Hope & Autism is a show-not-tell documentary. Although ASD is a central defining characteristic of this family, the film is not about autism but about the family itself. It͛'s a very personal portrait — revealing family breakdown and quirky reformation, violent outbursts on Fraser's part, near-death experiences, Hallee's break with her dysfunctional father, and her father's realization that ASD has been a major theme of his entire life.

The film exposes the powerful effects of ASD on a family, from the strain on the marriage to the inevitable shift in family dynamics. In Love, Hope & Autism the shift towards Fraser, the 'special' child, is especially dramatic and ultimately heart-wrenching for his twin sister Hallee. As the 'normal' twin, she is often side-lined, especially by her father. Hallee: "Dad didn't pay much attention to me because I was the normal one. He found Fraser much more fascinating." Hallee's struggle to make peace with her childhood runs through the documentary, alongside her father's growing understanding of the wounds he caused.

Robert Fresco certainly did focus much more on his son, finding Fraser's autistic behaviour absolutely absorbing to film. It was during the production of the documentary that Robert also came to recognize that part of his bond with his son may be because Robert himself is probably 'on the spectrum' as ASD often runs in families. 

SCENE FROM THE FILM: "I think my life mission is to make him as happy and comfortable as I can." Robert Fresco talks about his autistic son, Fraser.

Mom, Shannon Wray, has her own regrets, about leaving her children too much in the care of their dad. Now that the twins are about to turn 21, Shannon is making peace with her own mistakes and doing her best to prepare her children for the future. For Fraser, the future is an especially daunting prospect. He knows he'll be 'a grown-up' after his birthday, but first Fraser believes he can go back in time and be a baby again. 

Since Love, Hope & Autism follows Fraser and Hallee from birth to their 21st birthday, we witness the disintegration of their original family and the resurrection into a unit that is asymmetrical but much stronger. It is one of the unexpected gifts of autism. Mom, Shannon  says, "We will always be a family because we have this boy who is our connective tissue."

Credits (Click to expand)

Love, Hope & Autism

written & directed by
Helen Slinger

executive producers
Dan Carriere
Shel Piercy
Robert Fresco

produced by
Shel Piercy

associate producer
Theresa Piercy

line producer
Cynthia Chapman

production coordinator
Hilary Muth

editor
Allan Pinvidic

director of photography
Todd Craddock
Robert Fresco

sound recordist
Eric Harwood Davies

composer
Cayne McKenzie

additional photography
Shawn Viens

additional sound
Peter Wonsiak

sound design
Ewan Deane

online editor & colourist
Allan Pinvidic

title design
Erwin Chiong

assistant editor
Phillip Lui

transcription
Elaine Walkden
Jennifer Zechmeister

post-production supervisor
Alison Hill

publicity, community & social media
Murray Paterson Marketing Group

production accountant
Wolridge Mahon

legal counsel
Chandler Fogden Aldous

for the CBC
general manager, programming
Sally Catto

executive director, unscripted content
Jennifer Dettman

senior director, documentary
Sandra Kleinfeld

director of production, unscripted content
Alexandra Lane

executive in charge of production
Charlotte Engel

director of finance, unscripted content
Julie Lawlor

produced with the participation of
Canada Media Fund

produced with the participation of
the Province of British Columbia
Film Incentive BC

Canadian Film or Video Production Tax Credit

produced in association with
The Canadian Broadcasting Corporation

CBC.CA/CBCDocsPOV

produced by

Infinity Films

Highway Productions Inc.  2018

CBC Co-pro 2018